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Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 10:16 AM
heyyyyy, im soo tiredd. the fact that my leg still hurts due to what happen last night. ohhman, cant reallyy walk properly. no plaster at home , no bandage. wahseyhhhh? i have to tahan the pain. cant reallyy sleep last night. i guess i slept at 2am. was reallyy not in mood to sleep. lets just forget what happen last night. i wonder where is Ain. ohmygod. Ainnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, where are youuuuuu? Imissher :'( im home alone withh sis. idk where mummyy and small bro went to. shoppinggg with sis kind of awesome. bought new clothes and stuff. very unfortunate , reallyy need some moneyy. i will get it sooon. i'll not be online on sat and sundayyy. and will sleep earlyyy today. lets just sayy , im hunggggggggggryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
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@ 9:40 AM
Again and again and again and again. sorry for callingg you a big bully. i was just jokingggg. i didnt mean to hurt yr feelings, again. what a night? what a december? seriously, my leg still hurt. ohmygod! when you say that you're happy when im sad, its hurt alot. feel like you hate me so much. or even a stranger to me. sorry. must remember december. the worst month in our historyyy. to all those ppl who ask about us, Labels: December 2009 |
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 10:36 PM
Im sorrryyyyyy. and i guessed i make you angry at me. mad, sad. worst of all , fustrated. what happen tonight was not i was planning it would be. you did make me sad or hurt , but i didnt tell you. cause i dont want you to worry. and i always want you to see me happyy. i know you hate to see me sad. i told you. and idk why i told you. suddenly i typed it and ended up having abit of quarrel. suddenlyy all our happiness fade away living us to shed to sadness. im sorryy i broke yr promise. i didnt knew it until today . what a friend am i? i know you feel bad when im sad, thats why i didnt tell you. but suddenly my hand types it . i feel like , "do i regret saying what i want to say?" but i dont. i want to say the truth. you dont know if its a month ago or even a week ago or even yesterday that you make me sad. dont call yourself stupid or even blame yourself that you're the one who make me sad. its my fault. its my fault that i didnt tell you. its my fault that i broke my promise . i should have told you but .. im sorryy. what happen to us was just a mis-understanding. but i make avery big mistake. i broke one of our promises that we make. why dont you want to scold me? i deserve it. i know , guys dont scold girls. but atleast just once. im really really really sorry for what happen tonight. suddenlyy when you say "u noe we cant keep secrets eyh ?" i criedd. abit. hehhs. but idk if you really trully accept my apology or not. thats what idk. im reallyy reallyy sorry. thank you for forgiving me. thank you for advising me. thank you for not scolding me. thank you for knowing how i feel. im sorry. Labels: December 2009 |
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@ 9:04 PM
 Heyyyyy, will be off shoppingg withh sis tmr. and yeahs. start buyingg new clothes and makeups and stuff before sat. will be havinggg so much fun on sat. cause im off to see all my other cousins. and its our HARI KELUARGA where all other cousins , aunties and uncle came together . but this yeah we sleepover at grandma's crib. usually we do at changi beach. idk whyy this year and grandma's cribb.so two days there. sat night , we have our fright night. and guess what? they plann to watch 4 ghost story on that night! gyler kepe? be prepare for the worst. AHHHHHHHH! i hate my cousin, confirm they scare me off. so todayy i blog for the sake of bestfriennd. haizzz. get well sooon eyh? makan ubat , and drinkk more water. and rest alot. and eat fruits and vegetable. and and.. banyak sgt uhs. anw, GET WELL SOOONNN! to me also :D LOL! will be renovatinggg my room soon ^^ tyy mummyy and daddy :)) sayanggggggggg korang! HAHA! Labels: December 2009 |
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Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 8:46 PM
whyy do people have to make my life so hard? is it what god created for?! ohmyyy. i hate it. im hurt, get it? how to solve it?! i feel like im alone in this world. i feel like everyone hated me. i feel like somekind of an invicible person. i feel like no one care for me. all i can do is cry. everynight. thats when and the only time i could express my feelings , by cryingg. thank you for everythingg. i cant help myself by cryingg right? one day i have to solve this. but how? seriously , why do you have to make it so hard? why do you have to do this when i need you . you make me feel useless. i wonder, what will happen to us. )': im gonna do this on my own. without anyone help me. Labels: December 2009 |
